2009 Featured Survivor
Cathy grew up in the Windsor, CO area and many of you know her family. Cathy was diagnosed with Inflammatory Breast Cancer (IBC) this year. Please take the time to watch the YouTube video linked below regarding the diagnosis and symptoms of this type of breast cancer. This is a MUST WATCH video!
Cathy's story is one of courage and faith as she shares her experience.
They gave me a breast cancer treatment handbook on the day they gave me my
first biopsy results. In the second paragraph of page 1, it reads, “Most
importantly, you need to know that breast cancer is usually not a medical
emergency. You can take several weeks without endangering your health to sort
through your emotions and seek answers to your questions.” I laughed, and then I
read it to my husband. It had been quite a week for us.
Earlier that week, on Tuesday, they took us into a nice little room with
sofas and a semi-homey atmosphere, and they told us I had breast cancer. We
weren’t really shocked or even surprised. From what we had researched online,
the symptoms had already told us that. The initial diagnosis was Infiltrating
Ductile Carcinoma, one of the more common invasive breast cancers. But they were
looking for more. The symptoms indicated there was more. The symptoms indicated
Inflammatory Breast Cancer (IBC). On Wednesday morning I had a breast MRI at the
hospital, and then I went immediately next door to the Comprehensive Breast
Center for a blood draw for BRCA (the breast cancer gene) testing, as there is a
history of breast cancer in my family. While we were discussing the gene testing
with the nurse practitioner, a doctor walked by the office and pulled her aside
for a conversation. They were already looking at the MRI, and there was an
indicator of cancer having spread to the skin. We met with a surgeon on
Wednesday afternoon. He gave us a “clinical” diagnosis of IBC, but also took
three punch biopsies of the skin in hopes of getting a pathological confirmation
of the diagnosis. He sent the samples out “stat”. Thursday morning the surgeon
called, and sure enough one of the skin biopsies was positive for cancer. He had
already scheduled a meeting for me with the oncologist for that afternoon. The
oncologist laid out the likely treatment regimen for me, which was consistent
with what I had already researched online; chemotherapy first, then surgery,
more chemo, and radiation. The surgery would be a mastectomy, as there is no
option for lumpectomy with IBC. On Friday morning, I went to the hospital and
had a chemo “port” surgically implanted in my chest. When I was released from
the recovery room, we drove from the hospital, across the street to the Cancer
Partnership building, and three days after my first diagnosis, I started
chemotherapy.
My journey began a few weeks earlier with my annual screening mammogram. I am
48 now, but have been getting regular mammograms since my mid-30’s because my
mother is a breast cancer survivor. About a week afterward, I received a call
from the Comprehensive Breast Center. My mammogram revealed a change in my left
breast from the previous year, and they wanted me to come in for a diagnostic
mammogram on that breast. We scheduled the appointment for a couple weeks later.
I had had a diagnostic mammogram the year before on the other breast, so I
wasn’t overly alarmed. Apparently I have dense breast tissue, so it’s a bit
tougher to see things on my mammograms. Nonetheless, I did a very thorough self
exam the next morning in the shower. No lumps. (They never did find a lump.)
A couple days later I was getting ready for bed, and looking in the mirror I
noticed that my left breast was a bit larger than the right. This was new, and
somewhat alarming. I had never heard of an enlarged breast being related to
breast cancer, but was concerned about the coincidence with the questionable
mammogram. The next morning I went online and did a search on enlarged breasts.
After wading past the breast “enhancement” hits, I landed on cancer websites,
and discovered Inflammatory Breast Cancer. According to the websites, many
doctors don’t even know about IBC. This rare and very aggressive breast cancer
is often undiscovered on a mammogram, but more frequently diagnosed clinically,
i.e. based on the physical symptoms. In addition to the sudden swelling of the
breast, some typical symptoms include warmth, redness, tenderness, an inverted
nipple, and an “orange peel” texture to the skin. An infection in the breast can
also cause some of these symptoms, and IBC is often misdiagnosed as a breast
infection, especially if a woman is breast feeding or of child bearing age.
These women are often treated with antibiotics to rid the (non-existent)
infection, and even suspected IBC cases are sometimes treated with antibiotics
first to rule out an infection. So at the time, I decided my enlarged breast
could be anything from a breast infection to IBC. But infection really didn’t
seem to fit, as I had no fever, wasn’t breast feeding, and am already in
menopause. I jumped to the worst possible conclusion, and decided I might have
Inflammatory Breast Cancer.
My next step was to contact the nurse practitioner who is my women’s health
provider. I was interested in knowing the specifics of what they had found on my
screening mammogram, and wanted her to know about the enlarged breast in case
that information might prompt her to try to have my diagnostic mammogram moved
up. She didn’t have any information beyond the mammogram being “inconclusive”.
When I described the enlarged breast, she said that many women have one breast
larger than the other and I shouldn’t worry. When I explained that this was a
new thing, she told me that cancer does not cause an enlarged breast. She
encouraged me keep my diagnostic mammogram appointment and to avoid further self
exams, as I might introduce tenderness. I had been dismissed.
Between that phone conversation and my diagnostic mammogram, I developed some
redness and warmth in the breast, but no inverted nipple or orange peel. I also
noticed some prominent “cords” under my arm, which the doctors later decided
were tendons being pushed toward the surface by swollen lymph nodes beneath.
My diagnostic mammogram was not at my usual clinic, but at the Comprehensive
Breast Center. For diagnostic mammograms, they evaluate the images while you
wait and give you the results before you leave. That’s a wonderful thing, as it
eliminates any further worry or stress while waiting for the letter or phone
call. I had decided that anyone and everyone I saw that day would be made fully
aware of my symptoms and my suspicion of IBC. I would not allow anyone to
dismiss me again. The mammogram technician listened intently, and took my
symptoms very seriously. (In her twenty year career doing mammograms, she had
seen just six cases of IBC.) My mammogram revealed calcifications, little white
dots which are not cancer themselves, but an indicator of rapid cell growth. She
then had me see a physician, who did a clinical breast exam and discussed the
possibilities related to the symptoms I had. Those possibilities mirrored what I
had read online and concluded on my own; anything from infection to IBC, but
infection didn’t really fit. The physician wanted me to have a core biopsy on
the left breast, and also wanted me to meet with a specific surgeon, the local
breast expert. They talked one of the technicians into squeezing in my biopsy
the following morning. The surgeon was on vacation, but they set up an
appointment with him for the day he returned, a little over a week later. I was
very impressed by the attention they were giving me and the speed with which
they were acting and setting up the appointments. But I also knew it meant that
mine was a very serious situation.
The core biopsy went well. The calcifications really weren’t very prominent,
and might easily have been missed on the mammogram. The doctor and technician
were concerned that they might not actually capture any of them in the samples,
but they were successful. They actually do a mammogram of the biopsy samples to
check that. They decided to do a second biopsy in another area, and were
successful in capturing the calcifications there as well. They scheduled an
appointment with me for the following Tuesday to go over the results. That was
the Tuesday I found out I had breast cancer. My husband and I talked about it a
lot that night. I told him I wasn’t going to waste any energy blaming God or
being angry with God. I believe cancer, disease, and early death are the
consequences of living in a sinful world. I doubt that God specifically chose me
to bear this burden, but if He did, it is likely He wants me to learn something
or to teach something, and I accept that. God has given me peace with my
diagnosis, and for that I am blessed and thankful. And I am blessed with the
many prayers of family and friends.
I can’t say enough in praise of the Comprehensive Breast Center, as well as
the Regional Cancer Partnership where I’m being treated. They’ve treated me like
I’m the most important person in the world, and the only cancer patient they’re
dealing with. Every Wednesday morning, they have an oncology team meeting where
the key players get together and discuss all their cases. They met the day after
my diagnosis, but my case wasn’t on the agenda because the diagnosis just
happened. Yet a sweet nurse practitioner raised her hand during the meeting that
day and mentioned my case anyway. It’s what prompted a doctor to review my MRI
scans immediately. It’s what prompted a surgeon to see me that afternoon and
request my skin biopsy results “stat”. It’s what set up the chain of events that
had me receiving chemotherapy just three days after my diagnosis. They didn’t
dismiss me.
It’s only been five weeks since my diagnosis, and I have just three
treatments behind me. Associated costs are already over $50,000. A PET scan
after my first chemo treatment revealed that the cancer is in my left breast
tissue and skin, as well as the lymph nodes in that area and under the arm. A
lymph node under my collar bone is involved as well, and possibly one behind and
below my left ear. I’ve come only a short distance on a very long journey.
Friends tell me I look great with no hair and that I have a nicely shaped skull.
I’m sure I’ll have some very rough times ahead of me, both physically and
emotionally, but for now I’m doing pretty darn well. The doctors tell me I have
a 50% chance of still being around in ten years. They don’t know how much fight
I have in me, they don’t know how much faith I have, and they don’t know about
all the prayers on my behalf. Whatever happens, my family and friends are with
me, and my God is with me. On goes the journey...